A burden.

As you are probably aware, a little while ago I participated in homelessness campaign which raised over 17000 dollars for Carmichael outreach in Regina. It was perspective changing and continues to effect me as the days pass.

The other day I was asked for money outside of the 7-11. It was the first time since 5days. It caught me off guard. I didn't have any money on me, it being in the north end, and him standing in a shadowy corner... I apologized sincerely and carried on with my day. I knew the reaction I had, mainly internally,was different than what it would have been previous to the 5 days campaign. I was encouraged to know that 5 days did in fact have a deeper impact on me.

Today, I received a letter in the mail from one of Regina's homeless.
I am going to share this letter with you, uncensored, so I apologize for anything that may be offensive.

"Dear Cheryl,
I see your write-up in the newspaper (March 20, Leader Post) of your sleep out. I can see your reason for bringing attention to the problem. But nobody Cares!! The vacancy rate is 0 in Regina. It's terrible! Rents start around $650 and up. That's awful. I am wondering how serious you really are. Sask. people like to show off. I have an idea and a suggestion. The 5 of you should take an afternoon off and fo speak to Mr. Brad Wall, the premier. Ask him to build 2 medium size apartments, reasonably priced for homeless people etc (welfare, old, low wage earner) These should be downtown at the source of all the activity. Tell him to do it this year 2010. He has an election to win in 2011 and it might help him. The money would not be wasted as the rents would eventually cover the cost and would bring in a profit. The government is in other industries and the housing industry is very important. Housing and rental property is no non-existent. Where are people supposed to live? The people of Regina are satisfied fat cats and don't give a damn about you or anybody.
- from A Regina Homeless"

I am challenged...a little bit discouraged... and sad. I do want to do what this person has suggested... but how? I wonder how the mustard seed in Calgary began? I wonder what it is that I can do? I wish I could solve this problem... today! But I know it's a big problem that is probably always going to be around. I don't want to be complacent! I don't want to ignore the issue! I know that I cannot be a hero. Sigh. So many questions. So many issues. So little answers.